Fuck you

So today was a stressful day at work, as usual, and I came home thinking I would get some support from my husband. He came home gave me a hug and got something to eat. As he usually does, as well as sitting on the couch and eating while watching tv. I was eating something as well and after we were both done eating, I started to talk to him, about some relationship stuff and he quickly shut down and started freaking out. I wasn't yelling or sounding "nagging" I just was trying to be honest and tell him how I felt about some things and he clearly didn't want to hear it, or anything for that matter.. he started packing his things and called his sister and told her that I was crazy and he was going to stay with her.... she lives about 45 min away from us, so it's not that far away. He usually says he is leaving me when we have a big argument, but he always changes his mind, and realizes he over reacted and he should back down. But this time he just said that being without me was happier to him then being with me, and that he didn't want to change anything to make me happy because he didn't love me anymore.

Then he said he was leaving...

Too many people

So it seems like everyone I know is having babies NOW. It's pretty funny because a few years ago it would seem that I didn't know anyone having a baby... and now that I am seemingly all consumed by that thought everyone I know is popping...
My manger's wife, my friend from the hotel, my cousin, two of my friends from college, my pastor's daughter, my little sister's friend... and many many more! It's everywhere.. and everywhere I go it's talked about or discussed or mentioned! I can't seem to get away from it! :(

Still have my friend with me...

So I still have my AF.. not to happy but am working through it. My husband has been really supportive and is always there for me, which makes it easier for me, but also more emotional! When he is super sweet or understanding and tries to make me laugh, it just makes me more aware of what a great Dad he will be one day! I can't wait.... he will be amazing!!

Previously I had been obsessed with "Jon and Kate plus eight" but I recently saw the show last night and have lost my obssession... I think it's because kate seems to take for granted how many adorable healthy children she has... and they are all so sweet and caring... they say the most adorable things and I just think she doesn't even notice anymore because of being so concerned with the show and her appearance. I don't want to dump on them at all.. I still like the show and love watching the kids, but I feel that special bond she used to seem to have with the kids is not as evident when watching the newest shows....
Anyways... just thought I would share that! lol

My hubby on our day at the beach a few weeks ago... he's a cutie :)